A Journey of Transformation: Embracing the Beginning of Change

What are you planning on doing?! This was my initial response to my spouse when he mentioned paddling 160 miles over 5 days. I was a paddler, but it had been years. I am a woodswoman and camper, but this also had been years ago.  My “I don’t think I can do this” meter was rising fast.

We found Paddle for Heroes online randomly, and from there, the relationship grew and morphed into something kindred. The first time I was “immersed” in the Paddle for Heroes atmosphere, it captivated me. It was THE day that Paddle for Heroes was dedicating the new ADA Kayak Launch at Ariel Park in Mount Vernon, Ohio.

Paddle for Heroes mission, the people, and the outcome of their endeavor showed me that this organization mirrored my heart and spirit. A non-profit that cared deeply about those suffering in silence and was determined to do something to promote healing and acceptance.

(A bit much?? Believe me, it all fit.)

Two years later, I was on the water, paddling tandem in our Old Town canoe, “MOCO”. Everything about this experience, even packing, was full of excitement and, if I am honest, a bit of trepidation, however unfounded. The day dawned ripe for adventure, and I was ready for the unknown, an experience that would bring peace, long forgotten, an experience that would bring me back again and again.

I had never shared my PTSD with anyone other than my spouse, who also walks his journey with PTSD. A journey that one must take alone, or so I thought. I found that the Volunteers, Veterans, LEO, and Active Military gathered this year to raise awareness also had some apprehension before the trip. Many suffer from PTSD, as well as other issues directly related to their time in service. They gathered to raise awareness, hopeful for a glimpse of healing, as there is something beautiful and peaceful about paddling.

(Our canoe, MOCO on the KOKO.)

Like painting creates beauty on a canvas, paddling brings forth the beauty in the heart, often smothered by our experiences. Adding in the element of camping brings forth a different peace and beauty. For five glorious days, we LIVED on the water, surrounded by nature, immersed in peace. A living, breathing organism that will forever be tied with an invisible “bond”, deeply holding each other in care even after the experience that brought us together has concluded. A family was born, knit together in understanding and transparency.

(Cairn on the AuSauble River, MI)

I have learned much since joining that first paddle about myself and others. I am eternally grateful to Paddle for Heroes, their mission, their tenacity, and their care. Thank you for your heart, your welcome, and your love. I am beyond honored to be considered part of this family.

I eagerly await our next adventure and meeting our new extended family members.

Let’s Paddle!

Gina Mosher ©2025